Let Me Say Goodbye

Dear God it’s me again
hear me pray as I lie on my bed
tell me is this the end
is it worth the pain I’ve bled
Are you there do you hear me
I have so much to tell you
I can’t stand what I’ve come to be
and I don’t know if I’ll make it through
Why did you make me this way
why am I so depressed
God, I don’t want to stay
let me leave this mess
See my pain and the tears I’ve cried
don’t you hear me at all
God you know how much I’ve tried
so please just let me fall
You have seen the cut I made on my arm
why didn’t you stop me
if you are not there I’ll continue my self-harm
please just set me free
I’m begging you, I can’t take anymore
why won’t you just let me die
when death is all I long for
so please God, just let me say goodbye