Alone in bed she looks around
afraid of whats to come
the shadows dance along her walls
she hears her daddy hum
tears fill her eyes she starts to cry
up out of bed she runs
and locks the door the knob then turns
and daddy whispers one
don't make me wake your mother up
to tell her you've been bad
come give daddy a kiss goodnight
your making me very mad
she turns the key and steps away
and daddy walks inside
slowly shutting down again
she crawls inside to hide
alone inside her little world
she cannot feel the pain
innocence lost long ago
left in a bloody stain
images fly through her mind
first her then Kristy too
baby carries next in line
before the night is through
anger builds around her heart
please stop she tries to yell
but daddy's hand is on her neck
he knows shell never tell
she struggles underneath his weight
as he removes her shoe
she tries to swing but misses
and daddy whispers two
his grip on her is tightened
and his fist comes crashing down
she tries to fight unconsciousness
as daddy rips her gown
he rolls her on her belly
pulls her close so he wont miss
then he enters hard and quickly
as he gives her daddy's kiss
the minutes seem like hours
as she opens up her eyes
and she hears the desperation
in her baby sisters cries
daddy thrusts in one more time
then rolls onto his back
and she just lies there motionless
and awaits his next attack
she looks into her sisters eyes
and reaches out a hand
and little Carrie reaches back
and slowly starts to stand
but daddy isn't finished yet
and carries pushed aside
he holds her down and spreads her legs
and takes another ride
she falls asleep all bruised and naked
bloody and surrounded
by the sisters she had reached for
while her innocence was pounded
14 years of rape and lies
she falls into depression
and suicide is whats to come
of a child's molestation
3 days later a little body
washes up on shore
a suicide her wrists are cut
but the sheriff sees much more
the headlines scream the story
of a young girls devastation
and the silent screams that go unheard
all throughout the nation
but Kelly's story isn't through
her secrets now unfold
for she tells them with the bruises
on her body now so cold
the lights flash through the window
and theres people all around
asking all these questions
but we don't make a sound
Kristy hasn't spoken since they
told her Kelly died
and i am little Carrie
in a corner i now hide
handcuffs bind his hands and wrists
the evidence they found
her body told of the abuse
when daddy was around
how many mommy asks of him
how many and god why
and daddy looks away from her and mama starts to cry
how many did you do this to
and then he looks at me
my green eye bruised the night before
and daddy whispers three
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